Saturday, January 28, 2012

28/29:365:2012


This is a photo I took almost exactly a year ago today. Sometimes it's fun to go back thru and look at photos... and play with them... and I don't think I've posted this one yet.

Today was pretty craptastic. It started off with wanting to make myself a cup of coffee... and feeling unwelcome in my own home. I really want to move. I am reminded of the phrase... "a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step... "...  or some such...  and I feel as if it might as well be ten thousand steps... I just may never get there.... and then... I think that surely I can handle a single step in that direction.... and yet... some days are hard.... especially when it feels as if the universe is conspiring against you.
In reality... I am sure it isn't.... sometimes it just feels hopeless.

And so I look again at this photo. Desolate... yes. Which is the way I'm feeling a bit today. And yet... I have to believe that there is some pink... some rosy glow... some hope... to that horizon...